As the pieces of the soul that brought us David Wilcock reunite in the higher realms, I’m compelled to take a wider view of the recent event that ended his latest incarnation. I find my thoughts and beliefs challenged, and I find it comforting to write as I process this tragedy. David Wilcock as we know him is just one among many lifetimes his soul chose to experience, but in his last dramatic action, he demonstrated a paradoxical truth about the relationship between man and his soul, showing us how the balance of positive and negative can be complicated and brutal.
Your soul is the author of your story. Everyone else is a witness, a reflection. We all have our own vision of who David was and why he might have done what he did. We all have our own idea of where the line is drawn between truth and delusion. Among social commentary related to last week’s tragedy, a veritable rainbow of responses revealed the far reach and impact that David’s life had on his fellow humans.
David was vulnerable. You might say he was a glutton for punishment. He was living alone, isolated in the cold Colorado mountains. He was a perfectionist, working hard to make every presentation slide perfect, keep every hair perfectly in place. He trusted people no matter how hard he got burned. While he chronicled his morning Dream Voice, crop circles, The Law of One and the political sphere as it related to peace, war and extraterrestrials, others online chose to chronicle his legal battles and financial strain. A sometimes ugly, sometimes baffling discourse ballooned after his death, as his critics emerged more loudly than usual amidst his followers’ grief, forcing us to take a look at some aspects of our hero that we might have been downplaying. His physical health was suffering. He was struggling mentally. He wasn’t happy.
In his weekly YouTube videos, David spoke at length about his online bullies. Those groups claim they only wished he would “see the truth,” but much of their content feels shockingly disrespectful (though they might call it comedy). Some of David’s friends are urging authorities to investigate how bullying may have been a driving force of his depression, and ultimately his death. Others deny that David was in control in his last moments, either hoping it was all an elaborate setup in which he’s really in some sort of protection program, or else that some negative entities were finally able to overpower his sovereignty and manipulate his final actions. The discourse feels like David is the next Charlie Kirk. We may never know the truth.
David was an impressive researcher and orator. He connected science and philosophy in an attempt to reveal the true spiritual nature of consciousness and humanity’s collective destiny. He expounded on fields such as physics, extraterrestrials, psychic abilities, history, art, politics, religion, geology, astronomy and, of course, ancient civilizations. He was committed to The Law of One as a reputable source of truth, and he believed Archangel Michael was the source behind those writings as well as many of his own. David often mentioned he wasn’t expecting interdimensional beings to have Christian associations, yet his findings supported this. As a result, David was dedicated to teaching that love is the key to life, and that Jesus was the embodiment of this universal love.
Thus the paradox shows its brutality. How could David end his own life, while he taught that that action would be detrimental to his soul, that he could be subject to additional torture as a result? He believed he had already undergone much torture as a child. He said he was told by his higher intelligence that he was a victim of covert MKUltra-style trauma. He methodically shared evidence in the form of drawings and artifacts from his childhood that seemed to support this, as well as stories of other “whistleblowers” who also report experiencing this shocking form of abuse.
We know from his discussions about his role with Stavatti Aerospace, legal issues with Corey Goode and Gaia, as well as his divorce, that times were hard for David financially. So we must ask, was money the root of the depression? In recent months some “decline” in his wellbeing was making itself known. Most recently, his last X posts before his final show were subtly surprising. He mentioned many of his best supporters by name, as if in farewell. He had begun thanking people individually for showing up. While not alarming in itself, this was a more subtle change, a signal that I found odd at the time, not really knowing why. Now his words from April 18 ring as a closing statement: “Always remember that the Creator is within…”
After three days of processing grief for David, I finally began to feel peace again. He chose a difficult soul path. I admit denying to myself the signs of his mental decline. Honestly it makes me feel a bit guilty as a loyal member of his audience, as if I could have had some hand in making things better for him. He read a few of my live comments aloud over the years, but I was just another face in the crowd. Ultimately each person’s destiny is of his own choosing.
After news of his death, videos of David and his most profound messages began to spread in a chaotic surge, but perhaps his work will reach new viewers who will be positively affected. He encouraged us to see the positive side of every situation. As we take a look at this man together, acknowledging that we all see very different things, we can allow the experience to change us for the better. Though divided in thought, we all share the truth of our humanity, and we can allow that to show us compassion.
I’ve found myself looking at many things differently in the wake of this event. I have been contemplating ideas I previously thought were solidified in my worldview. Overall, I try to stay open on every subject, but as a human I have certain overarching beliefs that have been built through a combination of experience and study. For example, “everything happens for a reason.” Ultimately this remains a question. Does it happen “for a reason,” or do the effects become the reasons afterward? This is the spiral of life, events bouncing off one another with sparks of ideas and thoughts disseminating in all directions. Another example: “love wins.” Ultimately this remains a question. If we are in a spiritual battle, it stands to reason that the side of love and goodness will sustain losses, whether they are “meant to be” or not. A more realistic guidance is “Que sera, sera. What will be, will be.” We make of it what we choose.
Was David abandoned by Archangel Michael? Was he not protected? We cannot know the full intricacies of this relationship, assuming it did exist. The outcome surfaces the fear of God. God is good, but if God is the entire universe, is God ultimately neutral? We know the depths of evil that are allowed to exist, and therefore some of us “agree” to experience them. Did David resolve karma, or initiate new karma? If time is simultaneous, it matters not. Perhaps he will be reincarnated to try again, unless suicide precludes this. If his past lives as he portrayed them are accurate, then he certainly did his part to contribute to this planet, and for that I am grateful. But his death has left this space of questioning – a sort of “zero point” that lets all of his aspects float along the river of quantum connectedness, allowing each of us to absorb or reject them, or just watch them float away.
Amid these questions, I find comfort in the consciousness of Christ. I believe in hierarchies of consciousness, and I believe Jesus is the embodiment of the highest. I believe his existence is proof of the goodness of the Creator. He was sent to show the world our mysterious loving potentials, which defeat our mysterious evil potentials, by virtue of our sheer existence. Goodness is creation; evil is destruction. The tipping point need only be slight in order for existence to continue, and here we are: proof of a loving Creator. I can accept the unknowable, and meanwhile I trust in my own capacity to direct my free will toward being the best and most loving person I can be. And in the end, David’s words relate to us that he did the best he could. He was a loving person, and we must forgive him as we would want to be forgiven.
Astrologers tell us that April 25, 2026, just a few days after David’s passing, was the first day of the seven-year Uranus-in-Gemini transit, a period in which our ways of thinking, our ways of interpreting, will be challenged both individually and collectively (disruptive Uranus making waves through Gemini’s communication/information focus). Since that date I have been feeling this nudge from the universe deeply, and David’s death has played a major role in initiating me (and presumably many others) into this energy. In the note from David’s family, they stated: “David lived in a time shaped by the internet, and he himself shaped a segment of it.” This was never more true for me than now, as I watch voices rise and fall in total disarray. I dive in, I step back. David loved to dabble in astrology, and I think he would appreciate the synchronicity. He would want us to dig deeper. I choose to go within.
In my personal notes from recent years, I stumbled on a reminder for The Michael Prophecies Book Two, Vol. 1, page 223. There I find an ominously relevant passage. A direct quote from David’s source (Archangel Michael): “There will be a discrete point in the near future wherein we may need to pull you out, and devote your energies to this work full-time….” Was David simply needed elsewhere, plucked from this lifetime to work on an etheric level, his Earthly mission completed? Are the mysterious circumstances of his death part of what was “meant to be” in his story? Was this a plan, or a disruption? Somewhere there is torture, and somewhere there is bliss. To be human is to see the opportunity to go either way. All we have is the present, and the best we can do is to make it count.
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